Friday, February 12, 2010

A Little Peace of Mind

Hellows.
First of all, I just wanna say we're all pretty much parting ways now after VK's recent departure. It was sad that I couldn't meet up with him before I left for KL nor could The PotatoSLAMmers be there to have dinner with him just before he takes off for Aussie.
I did make the effort of getting internet on the night before VK goes to Brunei the following morning to catch his flight, and tried to gather the remaining of us online to chat him goodbye and wish him off to a good start. But it was a total fail as Bui kept dc-ing perpetually and Bel couldn't even get into his msn because their line was very much unstable.And Rol - du
de, where were you XD Sadly, I was the only one to see VK offline. Oh well, at least we tried! Despite it all, on behalf of the PotatoSLAMmers, I wish VK and Jayme best of luck in their survival in Aussie and enjoy to the fullest of the cheap pizzas there before they got sienz of it.

I've just a my warm shower since a long time. Ahhhh sizzle.

My flight was a bit lucu lah. Apart from the delay by Airasia which was considered to be normal and expected of, I was pretty much in the air by 8pm. Over the radio, the flight attendant was talking about the usual safety protocols and an introduction about the plane, the flight number, the place, and the captain of the plane whose name was....- That's when the radio paused or rather, it got cut off. My assumption was that at that moment, the rookie co-captains were duelling down the stakes of captainship...with a game of rock-paper-scissors.
After the commercial break, the captain spoke over the radio with his jolly merry tone since it was the new year mood, swings tend to be about the corner. I mentioned it was around 8pm. So you should very well know how bright the day was at this hour.
Captain : "And on the left we have Kuantan, Pahang whilst on the Rrrright there's the DataRrrran Titiwangsa. Now we'Rrrre flying over the South China Sea heading stRrrraight to MiRrrri International AiRrrrport."
Dude. How could you miss the Rrrr on InteRrrrnational
.
But really? It was nighttime with hardly any light in the sky and he's telling info about a mountain range to my right, like we would know.
Even if he said there's a fat dude in a tight red suit riding on a snow-sledge bought from eBay and being pulled by 6 jetpacked-reindeers, all-in-all, was cruising under the plane and stealing the ca
rgo to fill his large red sack for God-knows-what reason, like hell we would know.
Unless, the right turbine engine lights up like a christmas tree in the pitch black sky, then yeah, I would know.

Ever got a feeling of regret? Like something we would remember because it did or did not happen?
Well, I believe that regrets are the worst possible memories. But there are two types of regrets.
One being the result of trying and making a mistake which is deemed regrettable. Another one being the result of not trying at all and you WISHED YOU C
OULD have done it/do something at that moment.
The latter, in my opinion, is the worse.
When a window of opportunity is ajar, you might be able to spot it when the room(your situation) starts to get a little bit breezy. Like talking to others, taking the opportunity to meet new people. The only regrets are: "Oh damn, I shouldn't have said this or done that".
But it goes down into your memory, and you learn from that, right?
Imagine the opposite scenario: You don't bloody care what goes on around you. In fact, every day is like a normal day. And normal days don't go into your memory. Because life is like a picture book wi
th chapters of imprinted thoughts both happy and sad, memorable or delusional. But you decide how big of a picture book you want because you're both the author and the illustrator.
So this here is a tip to a better and more meaningful life: Move, Think twice but not thrice, Go because you're not moving fast enough due to hesitation. And th
e results will unfold, good or bad, that's your luck and skill.
Bottomline is, you tried. That's all that counts. Really.
A life with less(I won't say without) regrets is a happy life which means
->a life well lived -> a happier death.
Yeah, bet you can't look at death any more optimistic than that, huh?

You'd better watch me shine

Tomorrow, nan sesanggwa ssawo ssawo igyeo
Tomorrow, naneun namanui giri isseo
Tomorrow, geudaewa ip matchuneul haneun
Tomorrow, now I can do it for sure

I can make it right, I can make it right

I wish everyone a Happy Valentine's Day and a Happy (Chinese) New Year!

Gong Xi Fa Cai!
hach

Monday, February 08, 2010

Parting of Ways. TEMPORARILY MAN

Woot I have the luxury of putting in the first entry for this year, and funnily enough the last one before I leave for Perth tomorrow. I've been through this kind of thing before - the feeling of parting ways, just that I was on the receiving end all these while. Bui going to UTP for studying, Bel going to UTP for studying, Hay going to somekinda-uni in Bangi for studying and Rol going to West Malaysia for...vacation. Well it's time to move my own ass now, and yes for studying of course.

Ohya as you guys have heard from me before, I went to JB and Singapore for vacation end of last month. My parents thought they'd bring me for some fun before I leave for Perth so they made this trip possible, too bad without Fui this time as that dude's over in the National Service camp for some intense be-a-man program. It was an odd feeling without him around but we got on with it.

Basically it was more like a shopping-for-necessities trip for me. We went to City Square and Tebrau City shopping complexes and spent two days there respectively. So I managed to find meself winter clothings and new shoes and stuff. For each day it didn't take the day long for me and my dad to enter our ultimate nightmares - mum and sis' shopping spree. The damned duration for the girls to shop meant that my dad and I were stranded in the mall doing nothing. We walked around nonstop and the heels of our feet went from hero to zero. There was this instance when I overheard (unintentionally) a young couple behind us talking. It was oblivious that they were a new couple, dating for the first time.

Girl: Hey is it me or is ur hand sweaty?

Boy: Yeah I think its mine...

*silence. walked past me and my dad* (how LOL was that? kinda reminded me of my own experience when I...)

uhum the next day we went to this restaurant called Kim Gary. It's a rather famous fine dining place and the food was awesome. Apparently nowadays many fine dining places allow the customers to order their own food, as in by ticking their choices on the printed menus prepared on every table. Obviously we're new there so we had to ask this waiter to help us tick (can't help to think that he's thinking : F you noob assholes) but waddaheck I was hungry like Bui so I didn't really bother to look at his face. Anyway I ordered this crazy looking tom yam noodles soup and it was so red from the exterior that I thought I was looking at a Manchester United jersey. So I "enjoyed" the meal and was SO full and SO bloated at the end. When we went to pay at the counter, my sis and I were standing right at the entrance (stupid Kim GAY restaurant had the counter right beside the entrance) and this other waitress came to me and asked : "Table for two?  =)" What the f...

The third day couldn't have come soon enough for me - Singapore trip! Bui wanted to make me feel happy... for HIM AND THE GANG by telling me that they (Bui, Bel, Hay, Kershia, Adam etc.) were meeting up in KL. So he told me that early in the morning and I kept him pretty occupied by replying random crap to his sms's. I knew I did a great job as I managed to drag the sms exchanges until I crossed the JB/Sgpore border and I saw my hp's main page turned from Digi to StarHub. And so Bui's hp credit, inevitably, got kicked right in the ass >=D

It was a one day trip so we went straight to Sentosa Island. Well it's like the best place to be in Sgpore than having to look at numerous high rise buildings and kiasu humanoids. Saw plenty of Phua Chu Kang's pictures on LRTs too, but I was kinda tired from the taxi ride so I totally ignored his faggot-like picture.

Here though, are some non-faggot-like pictures to share:

Damn man the spaghetti was uber nice. I swear to blablabla I did not put this shit up. This dish came with those two potato sticks, crossed like X-men. Seriously wtf? The waiter gave it to me and said "Enjoy your meal"... but the dish was like implying to me "DO NOT EAT"

Dolphins! Yeah call me sakai or whatever but it was my first experience seeing real dolphins on show. Cant help to imagine that the dolphins were talking amongst themselves: "Son of a B**** I hate my job" , "Screw those humans" or perhaps "You're Hayden and I'm Belden ^^v" or even "Hey you look like Bui :D" 

SeaLION - Flappers of Death

Me, mum and sis, underwater world.

er... hi :D

Sentosa Island FAIL - Why? Once again I'm not making this shit up - The sign says "High Voltage"

For some reason I unusually experienced this kick ass high air pressure problem to me ears throughout the flight back to Miri. You know, the I CANT HEAR YOU CLEARLY "sensation" when the plane takes off/lands. So I was listening to my mp3 all along and I was listening to crap.

Boys Like Girls - Heart Heart Heartbreak

And we're headed for a heart heart heartbreak.

And I don't ever , ever wanna hear you say.

Don't say you love me, don't even,

Don't say you love me, you're leaving. (you don't have to say man I can't hear shiet at the moment!)

Seriously, that's the kinda "sensation" that made the song sound like that. Well that paragraph of dung ends my short vacation experience.

It's late in the evening now and I'm only 50% for my packing :D. Well it has been a great ride with you guys. This sounds frigging gay, but I will miss you guys. not

Bui - Good luck on the 11th. I hope you can give the ***** to ****** without having your balls drop off.

Bel - Keep on drawing and I'll always look up at your fb/dArt to "admire" more artworks!

Hay - I won't be seeing you for a darn long time so all the best in France and when you do get your first french kiss do let me know :)

Rol - Keep drinking and driving. and yeah Liverpool sucks x)

This has got to be the gay-est and most emo post I've ever written. Can't take this anymore man, so till next time! Tchao guys!

Keep in touch via this blog for eternity... whatever man.

Chris.